finally...

yesterday was my last exam. I'm done with all of exam and I'm so happy exactly haha. finally everything is done, all exam was started from early this year, and i was tired for that but it won't be long because now it's my FREEDOM! yeah!

all of my exam went pretty good, even there are still some problems hahah but it wasn't a big problem. my national exam done with much satisfaction, thanks for my brother 'R' , even sometimes he drove me crazy haha anyway, he supported me much in math, he is pushed me to got 100 like he did. but unluckily, I didn't answer one number correctly *ouch* i was so depressed that time, i didn't reach my target. at that time i didn't know what I was thinking, i was so much upset, mad, hated it, and many things and wanted to cry *it's so silly, right?* but i thought to let it go, I still have science exam and i must do the best. and i thought i did my science exam much better than my brother LOLs

after national exam, i got practical exam, and this one wasn't bad, i could handle it, even there's still a problem haha thanks a lot for my brother 'A' , he helped me to make a preach script. he made me some points and i just elaborated the script. but the problem was, I'm too much strained and stressed so when i start my Indonesian practical exam, there's some blank and many flip hehe but it's okay. eventhough i'm not satisfied, I'd already learnt as much as possible. and you know what when i was preaching my religion teacher said she's sleepy, hello madam you thought I wasn't sleepy ha? i was tired too same as you. it made me feel little bit upset and wanted to laugh *luckily, I just smiled. if I was laughing i don't know what would happen LOLs*.

and last, i wanna say thank you for my only one sister. thanks for teaching me English, and correcting my drafts. thanks a lot sis :) she always corrects my English and helps me to talk in English correctly, but unhappily my English is still sucks, not increasing haha but i will keep learning and make you proud of me, sis :D just wait 'til the time comes. they are so precious for me, I'm happy to have them as my relative 'cause there are so many thing i learn from them. love you guys *BIG hug and kisses LOLs*

top 10 :D

this post is about 'top 10 cool guys' on my opinion. seriously i want to post this about long time ago, but i always forget and don't have time. anyway this is my top 10

1. Kris Allen (the winner of american idol season 8), he is really really gorgeous and i thought his voice is pretty good, fyi i fall in love for the first sight with him hehe :D
   
2. Logan Lerman (as a Percy Jackson at 'percy jackson and the lightning thief'), he is still mmm 18 years old, he has beautiful eyes, his eyes are blue. it is really cool.
   
3. Josh Duhamel (an actor at 'transformers'), he has a cool face, sixpack body, and much taller than shia labeouf.
   
4. Ashton Kutcher (as Reed Bennett at 'valentine's day'), i knew him when i watched valentine's day, and i thought when he played as reed he is not bad, mmm his smile is charming :)
   
5. Chace Crawford (as Nate at 'gossip girl'), i'm not watching gossip girl, but i knew him when i saw gossip girl's cover.
   
6. David Archuleta (runner up of american idol season 7), his face is sooo cute, he has baby face and his smile is cute.
   
7. Skandar Keynes (as Edmund at 'narnia'), when the first time i saw him (narnia 1), i don't like him, but when i watched the second narnia, i love him. he is more handsome than the first time.
   
8. Matt Lanter (as Liam at '90210'), this one i knew him because my friend told me to watch 90210, and she told me there's a cool guy :P, when i saw him, i agreed with her.
   
9. Canaan Smith (finalist of the amazing race), i thought he look alike Kris Allen, that's why i like him hehe, same as Kris Allen, i also fall in love with him for the first sight :D
   
10. Joe Cole (chelsea's football player), previously joe cole is the most handsome for me, but by the time goes by he is not too gorgeous, anyway he is still my top list. oh yeah he is a good football player, last time i saw him played (chelsea vs mu), and he played pretty good. he made a goal for chelsea! yey!

those are my top 10-list, if you don't know some of them, better you search on the internet, and maybe you won't regret hehe :D

combination

when my sister was back home, i begged her to made an experiment with our wardrobes. i meant our clothes and others hehe. after several time failed, finally we got a 'time' to do our mix and match. these some of the photos,

those they are! hehe are they good or bad? please give your opinion. thank you! :D

countdown

tinggal beberapa jam menuju uan, kira" kurang dari 11 jam lagi menuju uan dimulai. semakin dekat dengan uan semakin banyak sms penyemangat haha, ayo kita berjuang! FIGHT!

"good luck and be blessed for tomorrow X)"

"good luck for tomorrow!"

"good luck n happy studying! :D"

"have a good preparation for tomorrow. Let's do our best! ^^"

"...... good luck"

"ciayo..... kita pasti bisa berjuang bersama!"

"..... good luck"

yahh inti smsnya sih umumnya good luck and do our best! haha ayo jangan sia"in waktunya tinggal bentar lagi abis selesai ujian kita bisa senang - senang, jadii gunakan waktu dengan baik (senjata makan tuan). jangan lupa doa yah, selamat belajar! God bless :)

UAN : Do our best!

haha remeber about national exam, make me remember about argument between me and my friend. the argument is so 'seru', i mean debate with a lot laughing. that are criteria about our debate hehe. fyi, we debate about her school that be bent on to bear down my school on national exam (jadi skola gw bagus dong? LOLs) and then i oppose her to intend like that, because national exam is held not for gain the upperhand but for .... (ya gitu lahh :D). so the point is we do our national exam not with a motivation to beat other schools, if we receive a good rank just thank God.

everything we done is much better if we did it just for our God, everything for God like our own thankfulnes, sooooo Do our best for God, it's for God not for our own pride, cause we do nothing, everything is only by His grace.

prayer:

God, thanks for everything You have given to us

thanks for each lesson

for every time You give to us, so we can learn as maximal as possible

God, may You lead us in our national exam

may You clear our bad motivation

not for bear down each other, or anything like that

but what we do is truly just to glorify You

God, please help us so we can do our best

please forgive us for every bad thoughts

and every bad motivation or anything else

thanks God for everything,

please remind us to do everything with our best and do it just for You,

to glorify You, not to glorify ourself

thank God, in the name of Jesus

we've prayed

Amen

anywayyy, before we do our national exam, don't be stress, most importantly :

:: pray
:: do the best

:: refreshing refreshingg (this seriously important in order to minimize stress)

:: sleep enough, don't stay up and talk all night, because when you do your national exam you can't concentrate

:: keep your health good, if you sick *gmn mo uan?*

:: etc hehe

at the heart of the matter are prepare your mind, mental , etc for national exam and last do with all your heart and with your best for God :) CHIAYO!

EARTH HOUR!

i've just read my friend's personal message, and i want to promote this :

EARTH HOUR 2010
saturday, march 27 2010 - 8.30
turn off your lights
vote for the earth

for more details, just visit : http://www.earthhour.org/Homepage.aspx

ps: sorry for the incorrect grammar and vocab :D

24.2.10

Beautiful Prayer

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menyingkirkan penderitaanku.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Itu bukan untuk Kusingkirkan, tetapi agar kau mengalahkannya.

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menyempurnakan kecatatanku.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Jiwa adalah sempurna, badan hanyalah sementara.

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menghadiahkanku kesabaran.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Kesabaran adalah hasil dari kesulitan; itu tidak dihadiahkan, itu dipelajari.

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk memberiku kebahagiaan.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Aku memberimu berkat. Kebahagiaan adalah tergantung padamu.

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menjauhkan penderitaan.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Penderitaan menjauhkanmu dari perhatian duniawi dan membawamu mendekat padaKu.

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menumbuhkan rohku.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Kau harus menumbuhkannya sendiri, tetapi Aku akan memangkas untuk membuatmu berbuah.

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan segala hal sehingga aku dapat menikmati hidup.
Tuhan menjawab, Tidak.
Aku akan memberimu hidup, sehingga kau dapat menikmati segala hal.

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan membantuku mengasihi orang lain, seperti Ia mengasihiku.
Tuhan menjawab.. Ahh, akhirnya kau mengerti.


(dari secarik kertas)